He goes back to see the doc tomorrow

So he goes back to see the doc tomorrow and they will see how fast his cancer is progressing and give us a time frame. He's gone down so fast that I just don't think he'll be here come Christmas. It's in so many places and he's just so weak now. He can't be up and about for more than 15-20 minutes and he's got to lay down and rest, catch his breath. I'm trying to keep a brave face. Keeping the little things done around the house here so nothing will pile up too bad if I have to be with mom for a few days or so. The details of his burial and such have already been decided, he's getting his affairs in order just like the doc told him to do last time he went. I told mom that I wasn't sure I wanted to know what the doc said tomorrow but I do. She told me if I didn't want to know she'd keep it from me. But I do want to know, I want to spend as much time with him as I can. I love him, the kids love their Pawpaw. He's a great man.